A sickly week

Sigh... Mummyme has been sick for the past week, basically from Monday through Friday. It was the same fever and breast infection thingy... at that time really feel like giving up breastfeeding. But of cos didn't la, still continue, told myself I must at least bf Joian till he is 6 months old. JIA YOU, mummyme, only 2 more months to go!!! However I really want to bf him as long as I can, shall see how ba...
Sigh... so I wasted my one precious week, cos I'm starting work the next week, feel like not doing enough for my darling yet :(
Ooops, btw I bought pacifier for Joian yesterday. I realised if he has his feed, and yet couldn't sleep, but awhile later when he feels like sleeping, he would still want to latch on for comfort. Then after latching on, if he still couldn't sleep, he would have hiccups. I read from somewhere that one of the reasons for hiccups is overfeeding, so I'm afraid that he overfeeds himself, hence bought the pacifier. Purpose is to use it when he wants to sleep,and also to see if he can sleep on his own.
We tried yesterday night. After feeding him from bottle, he still didn't sleep. And when we put him on his bed, he started crying. I knew he wanted to latch on, so I gave him the pacifier. For a while his eyes were really closing, but cos I was beside him waiting to see if he would sleep and he saw me staring at him, so his eyes opened real big (you know know big his eyes are), and he pulled the pacifier out. That is, end of first trial of pacifier. Hence I latched him on and he slept...